Lately I feel that I am running as hard as I can, but live is moving faster them I am. I always feel busy, but never seem to get much done. And I am so tired. We have had several colds over the last month, and when Brynn gets sick she doesn't sleep (thus I don't either). I have had a few nights where I'll get a three or four hour stretch of sleep, but most nights I am lucky to get a 2 1/2 hour stretch. I am trying, but it really effecting me and my ability to think and function.
I guess it is just part of having a toddler and a new born. And I wouldn't trade the opportunity to raise them for anything. I do better when I think of my life situation as a challenge rather then a trial because my children are such a blessing. Sleep deprivation is tough though, but it is just part of my life right now. Although if you talk to me when I am feeling really grouchy (which happens more frequently now) I may just sound like a grumbley grum.
Still, these kids make me laugh. We have so much fun together. I love them!
I have tons of pictures from January.
My awesome neighbor friend, Amy, got some passes for a spa day at a tanning place and invited me to go with her. Neither of us tan, but they had a hydration thing and a water massage we tried. It was fun to have a girls day out.
We decided to get together the next morning to make sensory balloons with our kids. We had so much fun. Wes kept calling Amy, Hannah's mom. Hannah's mom is a different friend of mine, but they both have red hair. Amy's kids are super cute and well behaved. Wes likes playing with them. She just had a baby girl last July. Brynn is lucky to have a few good baby friends.
I went to visit another friend, and we had fun taking pictures of our baby girls in an old fashion suitcase.
I like this picture in sepia better, but I love how the colored version shows her beautiful blue eyes.
I love to watch Wes as he plays.
This face makes me laugh so hard. He looks so angry, but he never is when he's making this face. I think he's just trying to look at the black triangle you see when look all the way up.
Wesley is so funny. We were going to go play outside one day while Bret was cooking something. Wes insisted on helping before we left. One night when I went to check on him I found him sandwiched between his animal train.
Brynn loves to watch Wes and usually smiles when I get the camera out (or gets any type of attention).
Most of the time I am surprised by how big Wesley is getting, but I loved how cute and little he looked playing in the snow this day.
Notice how muscular Wesley's tummy is? Ha ha.
I was carrying Brynn in the front pack and Wes in my right arm. This happens quite a bit so I thought I would take a picture. Ha ha, maybe that is why I have a hard time getting things done.